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Nothin lust forever

Sooo, today, I went to visit my ex-gf of 8 years. We separated around 3 years ago. I emailed her couple of time. There wasn't any response. I still harbor hope that we could some day be together again. But, turn out she's already engaged!

I was really stumped, when was told by her mom. But, I tried to keep my cool. I really wanted to see and talk to her. I, didn't really believe it at first or maybe, didn't want to. But, when her younger brother came back home and ask me what's wrong and told me his sister getting married soon. I finally, slowly started to accept the fact.

I told him, I wanted to see my ex and talk some personal stuff with her. He, was really trying to get me to talk to him instead and told me he's her younger brother. But, I told him, I know that. But, he's not the one I wanted to talk to. Anyway, to cut the story short. I gave him my phone number which somehow I know, she wouldn't call anyway.

I, didn't really get to see her for at least the last time. But, I guess, it's my fault and maybe it's for the better. She's engaged soon to be married. I'm feeling kind of sad. But, at the same time I'm happy cause my plan works. I left her, in the hope that she'll find someone else better. I'm just useless. I can't seem to save enough to get married. I'm too lazy. haha. So, this is what I get for being too damn lazy. Sigh. What, can I do now?

I want to forget the whole episode today. This is the day, that, my love story ended. She's been the one that I had really truly loved. I've been telling her all this while that nothing lust forever. And, so, it came true for me today.

I guess, it's finally over. I should move one. And, so, I should.

Have a great wedding and a long happy married life. I'm happy for you. But, in the end sad for me. But, heck, that's life. I feel like crying, but, I don't really want to. I know, I should. But, again, I think I wouldn't. Sigh. Let's move on..

Life a gift, take care of it ..

So, my bro-in-law brother was hospitalized and had to be operated on yesterday. I was told, that he had a hole in his heart. Frankly, it doesn't surprise me. Their whole family are hardcore smokers. If, they all sit in one room, you'll be huffing and puffing for fresh air!

The thing is, their father died because of the same heart complications. What, I'm getting at is that, this guy is only around 33 years of age and he's already had to go through this operation. What's worse is that he doesn't even work!

I'm just wondering hard, how's he's going to pay for all his medical bills. He, definitely don't have any money, that I'm pretty sure. I'm sure, he'll have to use his mom medisave account. *roll eyes*.

I decided to post about it here as I hope this could be a lesson to us all. We all heard it before, it's better to take care of yourself, to work and save your money for this kind of emergency. It's important to work hard when you are young and healthy. To remember, good health is really a blessing and we should be thankful. Don't waste the chance you're given in life.

It's easy to say, "no, I'll do it later". I'll stop smoking or drinking or even eat right or whatever. But, the thing is, sickness or misfortunes doesn't warn u before it happens. When, it's gonna happen, it'll happen. So, it's always good to be prepared. Always, good to save up for a rainy day.

This hold true even in this world economic crisis. Did you saved enough in the event that you are laid off? I, certainly hope so. For your own sake!

It's easy to forget when it seems, life so good and you don't think anything worse can or will happen to your life right now. But, life is so unpredictable. You, could be laughing right now but would be crying your heart out the next. It's always good to be prepared for the worse in life, cause, believe you me, it will. It's also good to be mentally prepared for the worse. I find that, if I think of the worse thing that could happen, it didn't happen. But, if I take things too lightly and the worse struck me. That's just life.

One, thing I'm sure of is that. Nothing, is perfect in life. People come and go. Friends, move on. Parents dies. Children dies. It's all happening in this world. Don't take it to heart. Most, of the time, I just shrug it off as part of life. One day, I'll die. That will be that. The end.

In any case, be thankful, you still got a chance to change for the better. To make something out of this short time we are given. Nothing, gonna last forever. So, take care, have fun but don't throw it all away. Don't waste it.

That's all I have to say right now. Have a nice weekend.

about life n death..

Sooo, last night I find it hard to sleep. My mind wonder from one thing to another and finally, I just got thinking, how life seems so meaningless to me right now. It's like a vicious cycle. Everyday, I will wake up, go to work and come back from work and that sums up my life right now. The problem is, I know I need to find something interesting or worthwhile to do but, I can't find anything I really like right now.

I've been telling people I'm in a semi-retired mode as, there's nothing much else left I want in life right now. Everthing, seems so boring to me. I don't know, maybe, because I'm leading a simple single life so, I really do have a lot of time in my hand. That's why, I feel it's kind of wasted and I know I could do something worthwhile. I've been thinking about a couple of options I could take. 

For example, I've thought of joining a non-profit organization, maybe to help out the needy or in disaster areas or something like that. I'll like to do my part to help the world. The problem is, I don't know how I can go about doing it. Also, at the same time, I'm kind of lazy. Haha. So, really, I need to get off my butts and start doing something or I'll die of boredom.

The only thing, that keep me excited right now is games. New games, and also new technology. I really like to see new stuff created or designed. That's one thing, that actually makes me want to stay alive. I really want to know what's the future is like in 20 years time. Right now, I think I'm heading towards depression or something like that. I don't know. For me, right now, life seems so meaningless. I've got nothing to live for. Nothing, to look forward to. Nothing, to work hard for.

Hmmm, if this is semi-retirement, I don't know what's full retirement would do to me.

Sometime, when I think about life and death. How, I'm going to die, I just feel that, "GOD, just get it over with. Damn it. Just let me die now!".

Sooner, or later, I'm going to die. I've got nothing in my life right now, that I feel why wait?

Do, I have to wait longer to just die?

When, really is my time?

I just feel empty right now. I don't know. I couldn't sleep yesterday night, thinking about all this. Maybe, I think too much. Maybe, I have too much free time. Maybe, I'm leading a too easy, simple life? Haha!

Once, awhile. These thoughts go through my mind. Once, awhile, I'll feel like I want to die right now. Just get it over with. When, I think about death, I just wonder, I just couldn't stand life anymore. I want to end it. But, I'll have to wait. Maybe not?

I don't know why, I think about death too much. I need to look forward. Need, to find something worthwhile to do with my life. I'll look around. I don't know. Maybe, I'll just lay still and rot to death. I don't know, if I can still long enough anyway. Haha.

I'll always think about life and death. I just hope, something will crop up soon, or I'll just die.

I'll just die.

Die.

Wake up n smell de roses North Korea!!

North Korean long-range missile on launch pad
North Korea has placed a long-range missile on a launch pad, a US official confirmed on Wednesday, raising prospects that it may soon go ahead with a launch that has alarmed the US and its allies.
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You know, I've been watching North Korea in the news and really... North Korea, should wake up and smell the bloody roses. C'mon, you idiots. Time, have changed. We, don't want any more stupid wars. The crisis in the middle east still on-goings for like forever and you're still trying to play the macho tough persona. Wake up and smell the BLOODY roses! 

Just fcking look at South Korea. They're way better then you in every way. You're fcking killing your own bloody children. Wake up! Wake up! Wake up!

Throw away all this stupid nuclear stuff and war-mongering. The world have move on and you're still stuck in that stupid black hole!

Look around you, look at what the world are doing right now. Noone, interested in your war mongering foolish talks. All, of us wants peace and freedom. We want what's good for ourselves and our children and our children childrens. Wake the fcking up you fools!

See, how much you can do for your own country. For, your own people. Life, will only get better once you wake up and realize that it's way better out there then in your own stupid enclosure you call a country. That's not a country. That's a hell-hole!

You eat good food, living a good life while the people suffer. Chained. Terrorised. You're an idiot and I think you know it too. Have, you like get out of the pot-hole you call a country and travel the world?

Really,  OPEN YOUR FCKING EYES!

The people should really revolt and overthrow this stupid leaders. It should be done sooner rather then later. The people of North Korea has suffered too long. It's time you as a country move on into better pastures. There's something for everyone out there in the rest of the world. Once, you taste it. You'll never want to turn back to that stupid North Korea you know.

Well, that's all I have to say right now. Been, sometime I haven't had my say on my blog. And, the world still haven't change. Go, figure!

I'm on Facebook

Haha ..so facebook.com have been around for awhile. But, I only recently decided to try it out. So, far it's kind of fun playing around updating my facebook 'ala twitter. Updating my facebook every chance I get. Right now, I don't have many friends but it's okay to me. I'm just doing it for fun. Joining networks, play games etc.

It's also fun reading up on what others are doing when they update their facebook too. So, if you are still not using facebook which is like most unlikely, then join today.

Well, got to go. I'm watching UFO Hunters on History Chanel.

Good night!

Finally! Bought Resident Evil 5, F.E.A.R. 2 n GOW!

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So, here's a funny story. Last saturday, I finally decided to buy Resident Evil 5, F.E.A.R 2 Origin and Gears of War 1 ( I haven't played the 1st GOW!). 

Me and my nephews decided to meet my mom at the shopping center at Compass point. When we reached there, one of my nephew suddenly ask me why they can't play my xbox earlier and they see a red ring on the power button. 

I, instantly knew what he was talking about. I've got the "red ring of death"!!

I was so freaking mad that they didn't tell me about it earlier. I was already psyched up to buy the games that day. I decided instead to ask the game shop if they do any xbox repair. The salesgirl, kindly said no but she gave me the xbox tech support number. 

I, felt a little down. I wanted to get home as soon as possible to check my xbox. It had to wait as my mom wanted to talk to the renovation contractors about their promotion.

Anyway, once, I reached home. The first thing I did was to switched on my Xbox 360. There it was. The infamous red ring of death! WTF!! *(&^%$#!!

Instinctively, though. I tried, switching on and off the damn thing a couple of time. It still shows the red ring. I decided to switch it off and read some facts on the xbox support site.

While I was checking out on the internet about the rrod, one of my nephew came into my room and tried switching on the xbox. To my relief, it finally shows green!

We tried, playing some downloaded games. At first, the tv screen was a little weird and I tried to switch on and off again. After a couple of time, it was back to normal. 

I tried downloading some new demo trials and all seems well. I kept thinking if I should go back to the game shop and buy the games that I had plan to buy earlier. My nephew told me he would go with me if I wanted to. So, I made up my mind to get the games although, I was afraid the red ring of death would come back again. I couldn't resist anyway. I really do want to get the 3 games.

So, finally. Got what I wanted and although, my xbox sometimes still shows the red ring of death. I know what to do now. Earlier, today. When, I switched on my xbox to play F.E.A.R 2. It, didn't show the red ring anymore. I think, maybe, my xbox got cranky because I didn't played with it for quite a while now.

It need to be played constantly, and warmed the system inside. I guess, I've been busy with playing games on my iPhone. That's why, my xbox is starting to show some hardware wear and tear. Anyway, I'm just glad my xbox is back to normal again. For now...

I'm already planning to get a new one if ever it break down. I have my eyes on some special xbox game edition. The new special Resident Evil xbox is really nice.

I've only had my xbox for almost a year, I think. I got it for free but, my xbox is everything to me right now. Haha. I did felt a little down, when the thought of not being able to play games on my xbox.

Anyway, all is well now. I hope. I had fun playing F.E.A.R 2. I want to finish it, then play GOW and finally Resident Evil. I love my xbox!

By the way, do my nephew girl looks like Alma? hehe..

Be afraid again ..

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