Highway to Heaven..

A good friend of my father died earlier today. His body has been brought back to Malacca in Malaysia from Johor to be buried next to his wife who died last year. I just know in my heart that both of them will be together again in heaven.

I'm feeling a little sad, also because I know he's a good bud of my father since like forever. I knew him since I was a little boy and although I'm not as close but I know my father will definitely feel sad as he'll be really lonely. What do you do when you lose your best buddy for life?

My father is a divorce and now living alone in Johor while I'm living across the causeway in Singapore. As to confirm what I already know, he called me earlier telling me about how he'll have a feeling of emptiness and lonely. Heck, what can we do in life but to move on.

Frankly, I think about death almost all the time. This past few years, people I know around me died. I think it's come to a point in my life where I'll be surrounded by death of people close to me.

I'm not getting any younger and people don't live forever. I have always hope that I died earlier then the others. It will be a load off my mind. I don't have to think about the past, their past. Good or bad. I just want it all to end with me. Of course, you can't choose your death date. When it's time to go, it's time to go. You could be a baby, a young teen or an old geezer but when your time is up then your soul will be pulled away from your shell.

Death is kind of sad but if you knew where you'll be going won't it actually be a happy occasion?

People are emotional I guess. We can't help but feeling sad. Like what I'm feeling right now.

Heck, when I just started to pick myself up from all the trouble that I have been going through this couple of months.

I guess that's life. And, as much as we think we are having it hard we have to remember that somewhere out there, others are having it worse. We just have to pick ourselves up and keep moving. Keep pushing. It's ain't over 'till the FAT lady sings!

I have to keep myself strong and keep moving..

At this point, I'm just glad that there's a better life after this.

Good night and Peace to all.

Keep the faith.

May ALLAH bless their soul into heaven, Al-Fateha.