My mom transfered to ICU

Well, update on my mom today is that this morning she complained of breathlessness and was transfered to the ICU (intensive care unit) for further care and observation. We had to take turn to visit her at the ICU as only a few people are allowed in. She is getting better though and the doctor said that if she pull through the night without any more trouble then she would be transfer back to the normal ward. That means if all goes well she could be discharge soon.

This few days was a little chaotic for me. What with work and later going to the hospital to visit my mom for a couple of hours before finally going home. For me, it had happened before when I was young and my mom was admitted to the hospital because of her bursting appendix. I didn't really know what to expect before but now, I just prepared myself mentally for the worse. In my mind, I already thought of what I need or have to do if anything bad happen to my mom. I think if you know what you're doing and you know one day it's going to happen it won't be too shocking for you to take. Some people do take it hard when their love one finally passed away. But, to me since, I already am mentally prepared and I know it's just part of life that I just focus on what I need to do.

Yes, we are all human and sometime we can control our emotional state but I guess, maybe, I'm just cold-hearted or rather I'm prepared for the worse in my life. I just know that life ain't perfect and I just need to concentrate on getting and pulling through to the end. A good end. It's really all up to you. Sometime, you see people go over the top in mourning their love one. But, hey, really it's not the end of the world. Keep moving on. You really don't have time to think through. You just need to push through it all. No matter what.

Life is tough. You have to be tougher.

Anyway, just pray that my mom will get well soon and I can go on with my life as it used to be before this couple of days. I was ready and prepared to take the worst but since it isn't that time. I'm just glad that all ends well. For the moment at least.

We'll see then tomorrow. I'll update here if I'm not too tired.

So, good day, have a happy weekend and good night!