What if there is really NO God?

Yes, what if there is no God?

If there is no God? Then I would have killed myself looong time ago.

Yup. When I was a teenager, I used to contemplate commiting suicide. Sometime, I still feel like it. When I'm alone. I guess, it might have got to do with my parent divorce when I was still a kid (selfish parents take note!). At times when I was feeling damn down and I guess depressed.

So, what stop me?

Because, of my religion up-bringing. Everybody, knows that if you killed yourself you'll go to hell forever. Yes, forever is a very long time. And, its a never-ending forever at that. Think about it. Don't think, for a second that hell is just a mirage. Just, something that others use to make you feel afraid. Right, now we can't see it. But, when the time comes, I tell you there's no turning back.

That's why everytime I read on a blog how snobbish some of these atheist or non-believers are, I mean thinking that just because they can't see God they take it that God doesn't exist. I either want to laugh or cry for them. But, that's really no use. And, I've been taught that for God, it doesn't matter to HIM. He knows. Only time will tell and time is running out. The end is very much nearer then you think. When the time comes, the earth will swallow them and all the wealth they own will be of no use to them. The bigger they are, the harder they fall. And when they fall, it's so gonna damn hurt. :)

Through time, God has send messengers till the very last and now there's no more messenger. God has already warn us. Give us time. Showed us the way, but still there are non-believers. But, of course that shouldn't surprise us. There will always be a war between them. It's a never ending. Men are proud beings. They always forget, where they came from. Always.

What will they do, when the times come? They will then beg to be given time back but alas it's already too late. When it's time to die, there's nowhere to run. Justice will prevail and those who does God wrong will get their just deserve. We all will. When time is given to you what will you do with your time?

Will you waste your time on useless pursuit that never seems to end?

What is important you think?

You know, God doesn't ask for much. What He ask for, is for you to believe in Him. He never ask from you wealth. He is the one that gives you wealth. He never ask from you food. He is the one that gives you food. He's not asking you for life. He's the one that gives you life.

It's pretty much a straightforward thingy. Believe in Him. Believe in Him. Believe in Him. In good time and bad. But, it's still so damn hard for some. Their heart is empty. They don't feel a thing. They can't feel that there is GOD. They know there's an emptyness feeling within them but they don't know what's wrong. Sometime, it make me scared. I'm scared of being one of them. I'm afraid of losing my soul. My mind. My heart.

But, if it happen (which I pray not)?

You know what I'll do. I'll kill myself. Because, frankly. If you don't know God exist? Then you might as well kill yourself. There's nothing else for you to live for.

Think about that.

Have a nice day or night for my case!